Why this Blog...
My
motivation to write all about myself was to share the mere experience of being human.
As a zoologist I studied animals of all forms, but humans eluded me. I grew
curious as I lived my life, caught between the animal and the cultural halves
of being a human. We are bizarre beings; our thoughts are habitually unfounded
and our actions have a way of their own. We do lot of thinking but our actions are
often inappropriate. We hate other humans but end up copying them. We seem to
invite chaos but lecture on organization. We look for competition but relish
cooperation. We talk of privacy but post every activity online. We chase
pleasure for happiness and seek happiness through pleasure. We are a bag of
confusion. Then how did we become what we are?
Our
living needs are of animal origin but we have elevated ourselves higher through
the power of our mind. Mind is what made us human, a being, self-aware, conscious,
intelligent. But we fail to explain why we are ready to jump to death to save
another life. The body fears death but the mind chases death. Certainly, we
have moved away from being animal. We have left survivorship and satiation and
made purpose our singular quest. Purpose made us taskmasters and through it we
found our true identity.
However,
we also blame our mind for conflict, unease and misery. We try to smother
thoughts and numb our feelings, intoxicating and poisoning ourselves to get
away at the first opportunity. Little do we realize that with the aid
of the mind and its never-ceasing thoughts, we have created a wonder-filled
life around us and brought joy and happiness into our lives. With it, we have
created God, constructed spiritual pathways, firmed cultures, invented tools,
found cures, developed artificial intelligence, and realized consciousness.
This Blog is my journey through a world as I understood it best. A narration of me and my
urge, constantly shifting between an inner spirit and outer demands, and
finally hitting a finish line. This book is not my autobiography, nor a
narrative shifting from step to stage, but a story. A story of incidents,
experiences and thoughts which eventually yielded what I am. This is a story
which helped me discover myself, and to the readers a reminder that they, too,
have their own to tell.
great....keep writing
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